Why Do I Want to Eat My Own Cum?
There are a few reasons that you may find cum eating erotic. Perhaps it's something dirty and naughty in your mind - usually such things are compelling and erotic. Perhaps you have a tiny bit of bi-curious tendencies, and you want to start out tasting your own cum before you think about moving on to someone else's. Perhaps it's just something new and different to try out! We can help you explore these cum eating phone sex fantasies in whatever way you like.
The Truth about Cum Eating: by Ms Ivy of CoachedCumEating.com
It is a fantasy and desire shared by many men out there. The idea of ingesting your own semen excites you, it is enticing it's what you think about when you are stroking, it is what you dream about just before your awoken by that same wet dream. But, have you ever ACTUALLY done it? Has your cum touched the tip of your tongue? Have you swallowed your load in full? Perhaps even eaten it with a spoon or have you thought of being coached to ingest it even with you slightly resistant?
Truth is, after you cum the idea of eating it have more than likely diminished. It was a fantasy in your head about your face being smothered with it, of your mouth completely filled with it - but once you have released the sexual excitement has more or less deteriorated. You have peeked and now with the sexual release gone, your desire to consume the load of cum you just released may scare you or even repulse you.
It's as if you have left all your worries and inhibitions behind when you were 'in the moment' and now that the moment is gone you start THINKING about it instead of FANTASIZING about it.